April 7 Virgo

"VIRGO (Aug 23–Sep 22): Your perceptions are deepened now. Your feelings are more intense than usual. You can see what's going on all too clearly. But your inner wisdom is difficult to connect with your outer world. You can effectively get what you want, but you might have to play a role that is less serious than you feel. You may end up hiding some of your deepest emotions so you don't stir up too much bad feeling on your way to what you want."

This morning my main squeeze told me he couldn't go to our family's closest friend's wedding with me. Plans made, dollars paid. Not that I had an ivite to do THOSE plans with him. We love spending time together, and I heard him say I love Katie this weekend, but frankly that should be a 4 month nervousness, not a 3 near nervousness. I love him, love spending time with him, but I am coming to the conclusion we won't be committing life. :(

Meanwhile in The City that Doesn't Sleep, silence. That's usually a good sign that my dear friend is up to some fanciful good. :) Yes I am happy for him!

This week I continue to get positions in Groton. Last week it was a tech writing position. This week it was, believe it or not, and info arch position! That's totally rock if I stay in the state.

This afternoon I found a friend to go to Ipanema with me. The coffee barrista at Hartford Life, Michael, who works with Carole. Angie and I were getting coffee and Michael was telling us his son is off to Florida for a week. He wasn't concerned about his son being with his mother, but he was bumming cause he was going to miss him! Sweet! So I mentioned that I was going to Ipanema on Friday...only I must not have mentioned the part that I was going as he exclaimed, I don't want to go by myself!. .... Just then Jeff Goodrich walked by smiling and said it sounds like a Date! I laughed but then he said I'm telling Pete! and it made me wonder! Then I didn't support Pete quite enough by telling Jeff that I invited Pete to a wedding and he turned me down to go do some racing in the Lotus! Sounds like unfair play and games, but it's not really. It wasn't really a date, it wasn't really cheating, and frankly I don't believe that PEte is in love with me.

So tonight.... (recap, morning pete said no wedding, this afternoon I got a "Date" and this evening...) Loren wrote me that he is suddenly having severe problems at home again! /:
Well I hardly know what to say. Don't want him hurting. Sounds promising? I need to be sensible and not make any committments until I know that real life meets dreamlife.

Love you!
Kate